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I can't deny but it's true,
you've got me tangled up in you
I tell myself that it's wrong
that when you smile at me i'm gone.

it's not cool at all.

been feeling queer since the moment i got up.
something's wrong, acting up in me.
all i wanted to say was,
whether i'm gay or straight, i'm still me.

maybe a walk by the beach would clear my mind.
where the planes would fly over my head and the breeze would take me into imagination.
a bottle of alcohol in hand, a cigar on the other.
squat by the pavement where everyone walk by but never took notice.

maybe you can hook me up with a ride around.
to places i've never been to, to places i've never seen.
be it handle bars or driving wheels, i just need the other hand of yours with me.
making sure i'm safe there, though with you i've got nothing to be afraid.

am i talking weird ?

maybe i can do with a getaway.
a place with no city lights frowning upon me.
the breathtaking sunset stretching across the horizon,
where the sky turns blue, red, purple, orange.. all of it.
the stars comes out to greet at night,
and having you cuddling close me.
i could almost feel your breathing on my neck.
nothing beats that.

maybe just a house of our own.
where its made up of just white and brown.
cause we do not need artificial colours to make our life like the hues of rainbow.
i'd be under the blanket filled with grumpiness while the morning glory smile,
and with just a look at all the photo frames that's with your face.
from there i know life's great, even if nothing else works.

am i talking weird ?

one of those days I'd like to lie on a open field.
one of those days I'd spend the whole day watching the azure sky.
one of those days I'd like to step on puddles of water.
one of those days I'd dance under the heavy rain.
one of those days I wish I'm someone taller, skinnier, richer, smarter.
one of those days I wish I've got someone.

it wasn't me,
cause i'm not me.

stay tune to, thunder.
a little too close to thinking far.

I'm still addicted to thunder.


I've repeated the song enough to make Jasmine roll her eyes at me whenever I play it. But it's just so good, is it not ? :D

Also, I have made improvement yesterday while playing Mario Kart - I've learnt to drift ! :D Credits to myself lor. Yes, improve more and have a get back from PK.



I've never want to ask this question before, but here goes;
do you feel tired for running through my mind for the whole day ?
sounds silly, but i'm serious.



Was really tempted to skip school because I'm feeling really tired, but I did not because I want to stay healthy. Going to school is healthy, going to school is healthy, going ...

I just got my second A on the 7th week. Yes luh, second A only lor. Hello Rinna, please buck up in your studies so you can pon more at the end of the semester, tsktsk.

I thought maths would be easy for today. Until the third meeting then I realised I have not understand the problem statement at all. For the second meeting, my team and I tried to find formula and only to realise there ain't any. For the third meeting, I had Nicholas explaining to me how to get the numbers and I had such a hard time trying to figure out how later. :( Then I do the quiz very seriously lor ! Then two correct only ! Some more one of which was the one i tikam tikam guess one. wahlaooooooooooooo x123456789.

Ran the school compound under the drizzle after school. 2 rounds, 3km. Then after that eat KFC lor, damn smart. After that to Mos Burger to sit sit talk talk when many people came, including PK ! omg we had a great time competing games lor, right right right ! :D Like everyone else was on the other table with one laptop, we both on the other table playing wooooooootz. Challenge some other time k, after I improve on my mario kart skill. hehe



OKAY BEFORE ANYTHING, I SHALL DO MY RJ BEFORE I FORGET, again. -_-
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Did I mention that I am in for long RJs lately ? My RJ used to be within 150 words but lately I just have the kick to write and write and write. Probably thats the reason for my B gradings lately but As are not kicking my ass yet because I have yet to reach the standard of spending an hour purely on RJ.

My hair is growing longer and is currently at the irritating stage, whereby my fringe irritate my eyes alot and its time for partings. So forgive me for all the whining for the next few days until I find a way to sort my hair. Hm.



Caught this last night at Balestier. Wuzhun really shouldn't be doing films like this aye. Movie was filled with fast forward scenes and it was pretty boring. There was this scene which I enjoy alot, actually. The director focus entirely on the sword being dragged on the ground and the rain was creating a really pretty effect with all the water splashing around. BUT the scene continued until the sky turns dark. Like, how slowly was he walking and dragging the sword ? -_-

I wanted sambal fried rice for dinner but I was so cheated. I was given red chili fried rice instead. ($*#*$&*^$.

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Today's a weird Mondayyyyy.

I laughed so hard at Shimin today, despite all the things she said was filled with seriousness. Yes, the tone was serious, but the content was too hilarious; I almost laughed my liver out. If any of you out there have got stories about crows wanting to eat the bread out of your hands, please let me know. I bet nothing's as funny as throwing the bread aside due to shock and walk away quickly, or having a cockeyed bird banging its beak at your forehead (poor bird).

Then there was 小明 who chided people for being disrespectful to the food she was eating(?) when she was the one who says the food/fruits/drinks she doesn't like are 大便s. WHAT HAVE THE WORLD COME TO.



Guess what I had for dinner with who ! :D







Yeap yeap. Just the three of us ! (: Had heart talks, had laughters. & I think my appetite had really become smaller because I could only eat so little ! Feel so bohua lor. Anyway, one bite of salmon sashimi with soy sauce & wasabi and a bite of lemon following taste HEAVENLY. Though I felt pretty full after walking out, I just felt like I haven't done enough to ease the craving. omg, shut up you fatass.

To Porzhimei, I heard you had a enjoyable time laughing at me yesterday at town lor. You laugh somemore, see if I post your warp picture on my blog or not, hmpft.

You should thank me because everyone love this pictures of you, but they do not love you like I do, laji ! HAHA

To TRIPLETS, show your 相亲相爱 more often to each other okay ! euu siisterx r0ocKszx worzxzxz \_/ !!!!

既然做了决定就拼到底，不要想那些有的没得！

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Lately right, I have got people who ask about my birthday.
Like what I'd like, where I'd like to celebrate, who I want with me..
BUT SADLY I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT LEH.
so omg lor. Eighteen already leh still like so no life I really don't know howww.
For this, I SHALL DRINK SMOKE INK CLUB PORN FUCK WITHIN 24hrs.
I'm legal,
Yeah baby.







I'm fucking kidding, trust me.
wah shi guai zha bor kia, ho boh.
the most i'd probably do is to drink and get inked.
But seriously, if any of you plan to get me something,
anything but soft toys k. hehe :D

it would be enough if i get see you on that day. (:

Say, wahlao ! you're finally blogging ! tmd. Thank you.
Okay abit lame but you know why I did not blog despite how tempted I actually was ? Because I have got no pictures I don't dare to post lor ! knn later kana scold by some satayman (or whatsoever) saying there's no pictorial enjoyment. lol But I worry no more because I've got lots of pictures to poooost ! :D

Firstly, I was at vivocity with Jasmine on monday to.. slack ? We both wanted to get something from BIRD initially but we dropped the idea in the end. Now I regret, I still want to get it leh. hehe Anyway, we spent quite awhile at the rooftop for some talk. She randomly said that we would probably see fireworks all of a sudden and we laugh about it and then IT HAPPENED LOR ! Was a really short one, but was long enough to wake us up from the shock.

Tuesday was good because I finally found a reason to why I should like Republic Polytechnic. Thank You(s) to all the people whom made an effort to. (: I left the class after the first meeting and spent the rest of my time mostly at the library. Even slept for an hour there.

&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHARON ! (: I'm really glad you had a great 18th! Glad to be once your classmate though we've been in the same school for like the sixth year but never talked until then. haha Do well for your O's, aye :)

Wednesday was even better.
GUESS WHO CAME ? XD


iie lurrbe euu, Felicia Choo aiai, 1314 3344 5566 7788. Ultimate sweetness can ?! The twins and her came up to my class and show me the mickey via the glass window and awwww, iie siiol heiipeex thhattz iie |-|uggedD h3r s+r@|ghtt worzxzxz. (:

Another reason why I did not blog was because I was busy studying for my test. Yes, Rinna study lor, MATHS SOME MORE. So I was alone at the canteen for approximately 3.5 hours and I only fully understood a problem out of five. When they rest finally came over, I felt like I had wasted those hours doing nothing lor. But I can really do with some encouragement, you know. 'cause I did try to understand the rest of the problems throughout the problems, only that I made minimal improvement in understanding.

At the croaks-filled canteen, we had cup noodles for dinner with the company of 6Ps & gossiping. The whole canteen was filled with our loud nonsense and laughter and funnnnnnnn while everyone else there was busy doing serious business. hehe
(& when we were making our way to the canteen, she & she both ran when they saw a frog lor. & then they both tried to scare the frog away by throwing pebbles and such. -.- minus 10 marks man.)


And I studied for the dumb dumb 30 minutes test till 2am and finally gave up studying because my eyelid weight a ton and I was already rubbing my eyes until it was about to drop out of the socket.

So how did I do for the test ? I did not finish the test and there was so many things I'm so unsure of lor -.- ninehneh. & till now, my brain is filled with those mathematical stuff and it's so irritating lor.

Okay I shall go to bed soon because I need sleep. Tomorrow's another long long day!
Meanwhile..


Before the start of the Olympics 2008, China government put in effort to change the way the people behave so as to leave a good impression for the foreigners. I think that is what Singapore had to do too. Yesterday go out siibeii dulanzxzx iie tell euu lorxz.

I really dislike how people not queueing up to wait for their turn to board the train. Instead, the people who are alighting have to squeeze their way through. Then top up card also will angry lor ! Yesterday while I was at the Habourfront topping up my card, there was this very tall angmoh who was in front of me and another tall one behind so. So as I was about to tell Huishan I was being sandwiched by tall people, this guy, whom I assume come from Bangladesh, just cut my queue and stood in front of me, like whoa tehh fuark. Super angry that if I'm a pregnant woman, I think my foetus would climb out and fucking strangle him with the cord. woots, super imaginative. And I don't understand why hor, they all must stand so close when they queue up. No wonder I kana cut queue lor nabuayz.

On a lighter note, the few of us came together and become Excuse Me 报刊. CEO is Jasmine. heheheh damn fun lorz. And our trademark is doing 小鬼's 我的天啊 move. x) We All Love 小鬼 <3<3<3s.

Still, yesterday is an angry day. I exploded, but my knuckles did not hurt today, yayyy.

I shared something with precious last night so that she can get the whole picture of why I sighed so much. Now she knows, but she cannot believe her eyes (that I type those words). hehehe

Okay I wanted to take pictures yesterday but we just aren't in the mood to. So some other time show you all my pretty face okay. Till then, :D .

/edit.

Oh yeah, just for laugh okay.
A couple of days ago I tried to go back into sleep because it was still early. So I roll and roll and roll and roll and I.. hit my forehead against the wall, hard. wow.

HELLO, liife haf b33n exciitiing la+3|y, siiolz happ3niing, even though it includes bad mood.

Yesterday during the first breakout, one aunty called me BOY! It have been awhile since I was last called that, hahaha. Then when I turn around, she asked am I boy or girl lor. -_-

Today, Denise's classmates thought that I'm a BUTCH! It have been awhile since I was last called that, hahaha. But Denise helped me to clear up the air, omgz so sweet. She even webcam with me today, & eyecandyK was just beside her ! I'm like her new weapon to threaten K lor, 'cause when he bullies her, she turn on the webcam. tskk

Second breakout have been so fun because of Draw My Thing. It's a online game that allow players to draw & the rest to guess the word(s). Super high lor. haha A little guilty though, 'cause I would disappear from class for an hour. hehe

I studied for science UT yesterday ! Please be surprise because I hate science. If not for my daily grade have been this bad, I'd just spend my time watching youtube. Anyway, studying science made my lifespan shorter. I tried to do it on my own, and I had so little motivation to do so. Later when the group start talking about the 6Ps, I had no idea what they were talking lor. :( Whatever it is, Rinna still have to continue studying and hope to get good grades for UTs. rahh.

Out of all the days she is having fun disturbing me, my precious was awfully sweet to me the other night. awwwwwwwww (:




As you can see, I've change the format of my blog. No need to click and go new window for tag board already lor. No need to wonder if you miss any of my previous post already lor. All take out show you all already lor. Don't know because of who lor. Now the whole thing look abit cranky lor.

because I love you okay, Fel meow meow.
& I'll make it look better - for IE users too - soon, I promise.

Okay today have been a very happening day, must share.

Denise thinks that my eyecandy is hot today. HAHAHA

My brunch, which consist of fried rice (with bits of hotdog), egg, fish nugget, potato cost me $5. I feel so cheated lor. Later I came to know (thanks to Shimin who went over to ask, ha) the fried rice alone cost me $2. Angry you know ! So I finished every grain of rice and I even took extra chilli to make it feel more worthwhile. wahlao, not like the food very nice also lor. I won't patronise the stall anymore if not for the chilli.

I studied for UT leh. I studied a little last night, and somemore today after school. omg I'm so proud of myself because I had never done this before. It have been a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time since I did some studying. :D If I get a grade C or below for this UT, I surely knnbccb one. -_-
Also, I made a promise to myself that I should write more during UTs. Got space, no need waste pen ink, don't waste the chance right. For this to happen, I also hope my brain will be awake to think by then. yeap yeap, jiayou to yourself, Rinna.

Went down to Bugis to meet up with the twins after that. I had a couple of short laughing session lor, so fun. tsktsktsk. Seriously, I can't make up my mind on which is funnier; knocking your head against the carriage when sitting down or getting prepared to board the train when the train that came was from the opposite side.

I was playing my DS when I got myself a seat and the moment I sat down, the navy guy beside me got so hooked to my DS. Apparantly, he lean so close to me to look at my game. I think it just take a little more for me to feel his breathing on my neck lor. tmd I was super paranoid. iie f3L+ sI0oOlLxzx h3|pL3sS c@Nn >:( So I turned my DS all the way until (i think) he can't see it. Having this kind of person as someone who protects my nation ? SCARY.

Had dinner at Billy Bombers ! Some honey fried chicken, which was good. I finally had my share of 'good food' & I hope the temptation will leave me alone for a couple of weeks before coming back to me. Yeah I know I just coughed until tears came running out just a couple of hours before but.. hehehe I'm trying to stay away as much as I can already !

The best part : I bought the necklace I laid my eyes on 2 weeks ago ! Funny thing is that when I try to describe it to the twins before I got it, I said things that doesn't look like what the necklace should be. hahahah damn retarded please.

Okay that pretty much sums up my so called happening day.
& one last thing. I spotted Phoa Chu Kang on the train the other day !

Good night Earthlings. :)


It's 5th of October now, 25minutes past twelve & I'm happy because yesterday was listed the top 5 unlucky day for this year.

Last night while being online, I tried to reached out for my blanket while I was just next to my bed and then the top of the laptop hit my nose lor ! It's painful okay, tears even flow out. -_- & I got laughed when I told someone lor. Sucha meanie, doing what she really should be doing. But nehmind, 'cause I irritated the shit out of her as well. :D

This evening during da dui, I buanged into Jasmine and we both fell onto the ground. I injured my right cheek, like, for the 3rd time this year. Jasmine got her nose buanged at & she was in pain man. Pretty much remind me about the incident that happened to Huishan's nose, hahaha. But of course, the impact wasn't that big. Afterall, I'm not that big, that tall, that strong.. that big size.....

After that, I tried to cut in and then I almost fell, again. I hit into someone's knee (I think), then actually nothing one leh ! Then I still continue try to chase the ball, and when I finally give up, I realised I was on the verge of falling flat onto the ground. Super paiseh I tell you ! iie leallie wiishh3d iie cCc0oould diig aiie h0Ool3 aiind h|d3 iinsiid3 l0Oorzxzxzx >.< The first thing I did when I finally balanced myself was to cover my face. ninehneh.

Then hor ! Still got lor ! It's like, can you believe it ? It's like, so omg lor. It's like, I can't believe it. It's like, really sway like don't know what. It's like, I don't know I 得罪 土地公 or what lor.

While doing circuit, I was about to pass the ball, THEN I FALL DOWN SIDEWAYS LOR. In a position like I sprained my ankle. -_-

I think everyone had such a good laugh at me today, but it's okay, 'cause I myself think I very retarded today. So laugh all you want, assholes.

But for one particular idiot who laughed at me got her karma. 'cause I heard she fell down outside Pasta Mania & damn, I wished I had saw it because if I did, I would laugh from Pasta Mania until I reached the 4th floor foodcourt. It's just a appreciating gesture for her to laugh at me when I fell when doing the circuit.

And I really think boiled potato will taste very nice together with chocolate sauce, no matter what you guys say.

I finally got my new basketball shoes !
This is like, my third pair of ss2g lor. The first was a grey pair and the next black. Got it at $85 & the person told us that it was the last two pair. So Zhimei & I kanchiong-ly tried and bought it. Only when we left, I realised that the one on display wasn't even tried by us. Conclusion : There are more than just two pairs left. But it's okay, because there was only one more shop selling it and was more expensive.

I came home & tried to shoes again, and realised I should had got half a size smaller lor. I feel so stupid now, seriously. Also, Jasmine's new pair is so pretty !
See ! Gold & red leh ! Good thing I bought my ss2g before anything else, because I might had been unable to make up my mind on which to buy. & I just remember my feet are 'allergy' to Nike shoes, haha. The very last pair of Nike shoes got me blisters and the scars are still there.

Today is Children's Day, so I had been a very good friend with Zhimei today !



LASTLY, I PRESENT TO YOU THE PRETTIEST PHOTO OF ALL :
Please don't fall in love with me. :D

Took a bus down to Jurong East and as I was about to go up the double deck, I saw someone in purple running past & I thought I saw someone familiar. Then I guessed correctly leh ! I didn't know my 一眼瞬间 skill so good, hahaha.

Watched Painted Skin. Was so-so lor. Kept talking with Zhimei or she will fell asleep. There was this part (towards the end) of the movie I laughed so hard because the character looked incredibly stupid. Zhaowei really old already, no more 环珠格格 kawaiieszxzxz already lor.

School starting tomorrow. :( Itchy throat is velli illitating, but iie dunch care cush ii'm stiil eatg whtevr i wnt.

What yesterday's celebration was all about :


For anything more, go to Aisyah's.
& it's the 1st October today, a special shout out to her & her ,

I feel so happy because I felt like I managed to find them each a playmate, even though they always tried to act like an adult. :D & as promised, a plus point for her because she drank (a tiny weeny sip of) curry today ! &&&&& I'm happy again, because I received a children's day gift ! &&&&& I'm happy again again, because someone made a deal with me ! Regarding food some more lor ! Super high. For this I forgive you for letting my 2 hours of waiting to go to vain because you never came back. Don't know you kana eaten up or what, but you're a cheaterbug ! (rhythm some more)

&&&&& my blogskin very chio right ! x) I keep wanting to look at my blog because I like it alot lor !