(Tuesday / 22:07)
- Took a photo with eye candy.
- Want Jasmine.t to get well soon. Can't remember the last time I haven't seen her for such a long time.
- Yesterday I had Sakae Sushi dinner buffet with Fel.c because I have got sushi face; she say she feels like eating sushi every time she goes out with me alone.
- We almost board the wrong train on our way home. Thankfully I decided not to rush for the first train and looked up (& realise it's the red line) before boarding the train that came along.
- Feel so cranky today.
- Sudden crave for chocolates. Had Milo bar & Hershey's, but I want more.
- What's up with coughing and headache ? Never had this before but seems to be like a kind of symptom since the cough drops mentioned it too.
- Managed to retrieve some photos from another photo album !
- New haircut ! Wasn't exactly what I pictured in mind, but it's still something different. I bet you would be shock to see me when you see me. hehe
- Have got the tendency to want to laugh out loud when cutting hair because I think I look damn funny. (For a moment today, I felt like I had Geisha hair)
- Miss preparing for the West Zone & Nationals.
- Feels like an absolute asshole for something she wish she hasn't done.
(Wednesday / 23:49)
[Plain White T's ; a lonely september].
trying to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
butyou know it's not working out
trying to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
but
people whom ponned school with me on Tuesday.
Felchoo look like statue lor !
Skipped school two days in a straight row for the week, but the time was well spent. Had a dinner for my mum's birthday on the first night and went shopping on the second day. I've gotten my appetite back - yay for food, boo for fats.
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I played around with Photoscape today and experiment with the different functions and edited my wallpaper into something I like pretty much. Also, I changed the theme colour into red. Don't know how long I can be without any purple colour. haha
Had a dinner for yt's birthday and then some of us spent some time talking. Okay, not us talking. Zhimei & I spent most of the time playing gummy bears :D
decipher my story.-
But still, today is a very sad day. ): I wanted to update my online photo album this evening when I realised that they have deactivated my album and the only solution to getting back my photos is by money ! y'know, those usual stuff, getting membership from them or buy items from their sponsors. Wahlao I tried again & again to try to retrieve my pictures but I don't think there is any way I can do so. :(
Which means that I am losing all the photos I kept in the photo album, including pictures since I was a secondary 2 girl ! And the most upsetting isn't the pictures that had been blogged before, but those that I kept to myself and never shared with anyoneeeeeeeeee.
The loss of the wallet, the loss of the phone, the loss of the pictures. What else ?! x(
To add on to :( -ness, I loathe myself today. Haven't you been in those kind of mood when you just loathe yourself and wish there is a way you can get rid of yourself ? Wishing that you aren't what you are right now and wish you could stop being such a bitch ? Yeah, I'm in that kind of mood right now and it does not feel good at all.
So feel free to tell me how much you dislike Rinna Koh 丽贤 and the possibility of me agreeing with you is higher than the sky, deeper than the sea, denser than the forest.
(Sunday / 22:36)
Nerissa said this about me, "cute, as in ugly but adorable." hehehe
People have been telling me I look sad since yesterday worhz. I got to admit I was feeling a little down, but tiredness adding on to it makes me face go oOo(-_-)oOo (<- ponytail). Woke up before 7 on the Saturday to earn myself 2ce points for playing ball.
So don't like the who lor, ninehneh first impression is tmd bad. He asked if I am a senior and I said no and then he give me the look-from-top-to-bottom look. wahlao lor please. And after that he doubt if I play ball. I think when he look at me from top to bottom that time realise it took a very short while so he decided that I do not know how to play ball wah 矮人也有尊严 ok ! -.- Then he said something very mean about someone else too. I think I do not like him.
Anyway I managed to survive one whole day without solid food ! Had only a cup of milo, a can of coffee, a bottle of starfruit juice and a lot of plain water. So proud of myself because I did not succumb to temptation though I was surrounded with food. Wanted to continue to see how long I could actually last, hehe.
I seriously have got temporary interest lost for food because the thought of food makes me want to puke. Felicia & Jasmine have been saying they have lost their appetite lately, but I don't think they will ever come to this stage hehe.
Today I are smart de leh. I happily went out of my home, top up my card, went into the train and found myself a seat, thinking "whoa today no need slot ball bag under the seat" and then I realise I forgot to bring the ball bag out. Give me the -.- look thank you. In the end I took the train back from lakeside and then went home take and came out again.
Have been coughing like it is a fun thing to do lately but it got worst today. Felt so unwell in the train that I actually held onto the handle near to the door with two hand. So toot lor, 'cause I have the tendency to think people who hold onto handles with two hand are kind of stupid. Anyway, I then took a cab after I got off the train and reached the court with just $3. Actually $2.80 lor, but then just before the cab stopped the meter jumped.
Then the stupidest thing was that I felt so unwell that I cried ! Give me the -.- look x2 thank you. It wasn't the worst sickness I've got lor, but for the first time I cried for feeling this uncomfortable. So embarrassed, I said I felt like an idiot for crying because I am sick. The puke feeling stayed and it was so irritating because I was unable to puke. PorAhMei so sweet lor, she bought sour plum for me !
ahmei : 你要吗？
poor thing rinna : *shake head
ahmei : 你要就吃咯。 *put down & walk away
wah jitao ishh can melt de worzxz, didn't even give me a smile or what lor. HAHA in return I shall not post picture of you for this month for people to laugh at. :D
I had a nap and then felt better, so I changed and played the friendly. haha quite zai right. Went for dinner after that. Cannot try to see how long I can go without solid food because I drank self-made plum juice and then lime water. I have enough uncomfort due to the puke cough headache thing and I don't want to have the citrus acid getting me into more trouble so I ate.
I shall go to bed soon because the nauseous feeling is so, blah. My taste bud feels so weird and my throat still feel like there is something stuck there and the head feels so spinny. okay shut up.
(Friday / 18:07)
annoying ?
yeah.
okay.
(Wednesday / 23:34)
OH LOOK !
So my facebook account still remember me after a year but is unsure of my gender. HAHA The reason why I decided to make a reactivate the account is to stalk people. :D Okay not exactly, but whatever the reason is, just add me lah okay. It used to be that when I have got nothing to do, I can go over to Friendster but it seems like it's so dead there. So now with Facebook, I have a additional thing to do when I get bored ! And also, I deleted all my friends & applications (104 of them tmd). Looking as good as new, expect that the display picture is still the same as what I last posted (before deleting the account away).
I seriously don't know what else to blog already leh. I could had done a post yesterday, but very smart me deleted all the photos I took yesterday ): To be exact, 12 photos of Iris Loi on court yesterday evening.
Other than that, I wrote a long list of all the funny things that was being said and could be remembered. I read through them and realise it don't sound as funny as it was at the point of time, so I deleted it.