(Saturday / 02:18)
Today today today I secretly think _ is cute omfg. (of course not the topping the list)
& it was only that moment of time ! haha
woo i had watched some floorball and rugby games over the past week and i feel that contact rugby is coooooooooool seeing all the whacking and banging hehe i like although the part where your shirt or shorts would be pulled / taken off anytime isn't that great. and today's RP vs TP floorball (guys) was an awesome fight ! i was so into the game that for two times they scored i screamed, unconsciously.
i can change phone already yay yay just as my phone is showing signs of aging but i have no idea what phone to change to yet i don't even know if i should get a new laptop instead because the one right now is really chui to the max.
and i cannot go to japan anymore because they are going when school is still on :( i hope i make at least one trip to somewhere at least.. even if it is genting oh i am craving to go to genting although i have no idea why. still, J A P A N ! D:
did i ever mention why i like spending time with zhimei? she is so entertaining with all her not-meant-to-be-jokes hahahaha no, i'm not sharing yet because this way i can blackmail her like i always do :D
Feeling : very inferior.
(Monday / 23:54)
i can't get your smile out of my mind
i think about your eyes all the time
you're beautiful but you don't even try
i think about your eyes all the time
you're beautiful but you don't even try
Every morning there would be this _(noun) guy will be pacing up and down that particular block across to mine, as if guarding his 'territory'. Usually I would just pass the place without taking a second glance at him and so far he had done no harm yet. But today i suay suay walk abit slow and he was there first and i couldn't cross because he blocked my path. And for some stupid reason i decide to look at him straight in the face and all i gotten was as though he was threatening to beat me up but i was cool enough to just diao (<- not cool at all) and walk by the other route. He continue following me by walking along the invisible line that marks his territory and yeah my heart almost flipped out. I don't think it was because i was afraid of him beating me up, but because he is _(noun).
The rest of the world just continue with their live just walking pass with stares and no help. Common for Singaporeans ? Pretty much I would say, since I remember reading this article from some newspaper that actually set up a scene of a couple arguing in various locations and most people just pass by as if nothing is happening, while some just crowd into a obvious circle.
Maybe there is something we can do ?
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Look at my pretty nails ! Done by myself okay so proud of it though it is nothing near perfect :D so just in case any facilitator decides to tell me coloured nails is actually not allowed i can just cut them off, which i foresee will happen very soon.. !#$%^&*()
Angel & Mortal game is over ! Fortunately my mortal chose me but those i pretended to be angel (but sincerely nice) to didn't choose me leh. Also right I chose the wrong angel sorry la jiaxin but you really my instinct choice leh it's just that i didn't voice it out haha yingsui la ! but i'm not going to blame her since i tried to mislead her too hehehehe so close to succeeding.
So on my way doing my gift for my mortal, yubing, i came to know that she likes winnie the pooh so i tried to ..
which looks a little awkward but at least it still look like a bear to me. so i went on trying to draw a eeyore and
it turned out fucking hilarious lor. first i drew the mouth out of shape and then the i could not concentrate anymore because then it looks like a stupid chicken. just to complete the picture, i add in the left leg and the rest of the body part just ended up looking like sotong. zzzzzzzz just when i thought i am becoming more artistic.
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(Saturday / 01:23)
the good -
picnic at west coast park.
enough food, drinks and ice to last the whole session.
playing twister and trying to make jiaxin lose.
able to put up the kite without any help.
getting tan.
laughing a lot.
a kite made of plastic bag with yingsui trying to make it fly higher by hitting it repeatedly with her wand.
on the forth book of twilight.
getting a mickey ghost with purple ears which is super adorable.
the bad -
cheated throughout playing twister because i was practically lying down on the mat.
getting the kite stuck on the tree and getting help from shimin shirley jiaxin to get it down.
getting super uneven toasted looking tan (imagine what i saw while i was bathing : brown hands washing white body)
kicking some metal door at home and it hurts like fuck.
toes are still numb.
having to decide on going sentosa or malaysia tomorrow.
glancing at the names of new classmates = stress.
i wish edward or anypire else just bite and turn me into a vampire so i no need to go to school.