(Sunday / 01:36)
Dear Santa,
Merry Christmas to you! I know I'm kind of late but I hope you see this anyway. There is something I would like to ask from you. This is not part of your expertise. And you may not like it.
I hope that people would stop cancelling dates at the very last minute. I am not a unreasonable bitch, Santa, if they had a good reason to then I am fine with it. Instead, they added bullshit. This is bad. They ruin other people's day. This is why people create groups on facebook like
For this season I had, too, cancelled on dates but it was as soon as I realise I could not make it due to other commitments I had. If I did not felt like going in the first place, I would had say no.
For the first time I was so excited about my holiday. I had it all written down. Going out with different friends doing different things. Now that piece of paper is filled with strike outs.
You must think I am a whiner. Well, you're right, I am one. I really need to get this matter out of my chest. I do feel better now. I don't know how you are going to grant this wish of mine actually.. but it's okay. I appreciate you reading through this.
I have been thinking about people who asks question. Are they really asking a question or are they just saying something that ends with a question mark but in actual fact they aren't expecting an answer / they already have an answer in the heart but did not voice it out ? .... if you understand what am I talking about.
Oh I had a dream last night. About vampires. And I was one of them. It was awesome.
Thank you for your time Santa. :)
From whine_gurlz^90
(Friday / 00:07)
It was bad. I could not refrain myself from thinking. I could do with all the talking and laugh along, but I cannot deal with the fact, with what I see right in front of me. I needed a place to vent myself. I wanted to watch a movie and cry along with it. I needed a better reason to convince myself to cry. And so did I drop a few tears, but only at this part of the movie.
It's a beautiful story. Watch it someday if you hadn't caught it yet.
But it was not enough.
I wanted to eat ice cream. I wanted to drink and get drunk. I wanted to eat a whole box of chocolate. I wanted to play piano in the rain (if i could). I wanted to run in the rain. I wanted to write. I wanted to watch movies and cry. I don't want to talk about it. I tumblr the whole day. I was seeking comfort from tumblr.
I listened to music the whole day. I talked to AI at cleverbot.com. Cleverbot was boring. So I talked to random strangers at omegle.com. Because they won't know a thing and they won't ask. The first stranger left the conversation after we exchanged greetings. The second stranger was nice. We talked about Finland, snow and santa claus. The third stranger wanted to show me his dick. Hm.
I want you happy.
(Thursday / 00:01)
Hello Jurong.
Hello Minghee hehehheheheheWith 1 for 1 vouchers, we were so going to swensens the other day !
like that mole.
Yeah we were so cold that we are wearing our jacket but still pushing the ice cream down our stomach. :D
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I finally watched New Moon (2009)! There seems to be so many things missing but the graphics for the werewolves was damn cool. My fetish for vampires never die - vampire edward cullen, handsome carlisle cullen, cute alice cullen yay yay and jacob black whoa his muscles and the fact that he is a werewolf whoa whoa whoa i sound like a bitch but whoa hehehehhehe how to resist.
I could not stop eating the pop corn before the movie started and almost stopped completely when the movie came on hehe I feel like reading the books again ! And I don't understand why thiamjoo says that I'm like Bella. why oh why i also don't have a vampire and werewolf after me :(