(Friday / 00:07)
It was bad. I could not refrain myself from thinking. I could do with all the talking and laugh along, but I cannot deal with the fact, with what I see right in front of me. I needed a place to vent myself. I wanted to watch a movie and cry along with it. I needed a better reason to convince myself to cry. And so did I drop a few tears, but only at this part of the movie.
It's a beautiful story. Watch it someday if you hadn't caught it yet.
But it was not enough.
I wanted to eat ice cream. I wanted to drink and get drunk. I wanted to eat a whole box of chocolate. I wanted to play piano in the rain (if i could). I wanted to run in the rain. I wanted to write. I wanted to watch movies and cry. I don't want to talk about it. I tumblr the whole day. I was seeking comfort from tumblr.
I listened to music the whole day. I talked to AI at cleverbot.com. Cleverbot was boring. So I talked to random strangers at omegle.com. Because they won't know a thing and they won't ask. The first stranger left the conversation after we exchanged greetings. The second stranger was nice. We talked about Finland, snow and santa claus. The third stranger wanted to show me his dick. Hm.
I want you happy.