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whoa to the impact of the song when it was raining and windy.

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他对我来说是个很有影响力的人。
总觉得我对他的感觉很不切实际。
说他是我的偶像 感觉不像。
说他是我的理想对象 自己都觉得很离谱 是不是太过疯狂。
我傻傻分不清楚我是如何看待他。

我一度以为只有我是这样的爱他，今天我发现我错了。
上了不同的讨论区才知道 像我这样的粉丝有很多。
我只是渺小的其中之一。
甚至觉得自己比不上他们 感觉有一点惭愧。
但是也是因为他们 我更清楚黄鸿升对我来说 是什么角色。


他是一个大男孩 一个永远长不大的男孩。
他拥有着一个纯真的心 一个真实的笑容 加上深深的酒窝。
他的天分 他的用功 执著 好学的态度 打动了我。

经过了风风雨雨 他成长了。
而我 算是看着他成长吧。
从一个不知名的小人物，
常常被大家取笑 不会唱歌 不会跳舞，
一直努力的把自己的主持功力加强，
在戏剧上不断地向前辈学习，
让自己的画画天分发扬光大，
开创了他自己的品牌，
到今天的他。
这些我都看在眼里。

这些都是我爱他的原因。
这份爱已经超过对于偶像的爱
因为有时候也心疼他。
尤其当我读那些讨论区 读到他的经过
加上自己看到的 特别为他感到心酸。
但是他还是带过了。
好勇敢的他。

我很感谢那些粉丝 分享了那么多我不知情的事。
也感谢他们 和我一样爱着我们的英雄。
如果黄鸿升知道他有像你们这样的粉丝 铁定感动。

黄小鬼 加油。
还是那句话 对自己有信心！


好想去 好想去 好想去 好想去 好想去 好想去 好想去 好想去 好想去！！！！！ :(
So near yet so far.

Labels: 小鬼

have you ever come across something and then you got the urge to just write somewhere ? i am having that symptoms now, so...

hey there sexy.
if every time i see your smile a star would shine,
i would own more stars than the universe have some time soon.

I'm on the verge of becoming a puddle of water. hehehehehehehehhehehehehee

I almost enter the wrong class today anyway.

Many times I wonder why people do not understand the things I said. They usually ask for a repeat with a puzzled face. Was I saying something wrong? Or did I say something too intelligent to be understood? Do I say things in an alien way? I asked people about it but I never got an answer to it. Finally today Esther told me that I TALKED TOO FAST. How come no one ever told me about it?! I admit there are times when I tried talkingawholelotofchunkwithinabreathe but I never realise I was doing it so often.

so that was the problem. No wonder during presentation I could always finish within three minutes..

Now I got to the root of the problem , I will try to talk slower the next time . I think I talk like I type . Maybe that was why xiao gui 'huh'-ed me , not because the sound system was loud .

Today was eventful . I got my time table . I waited for about an hour for my agio olio . I also complained about the service of the IT helpdesk. Why is it that every time I go to them , I would need a nice staff and a shitty staff ?

Very tiring leh . To both talk slowly and type with two spaces in between .