(Friday / 22:11)
THE FIRST THING THAT CAME INTO MY MIND WHEN I SAW MYSELF IN THE PICTURE WAS ...
TO ME THERE IS NO DIFFERENCE.
OMGWHY :(
( / 22:15)
These are the movies I had watched this holiday
& Harry Potter and the L word season 6 and a little bit of Pretty Little Liars. Does this count as awesome? At least all the movies are worth watching but if I had to pick, take up Forrest Gump(1994). It has a mix of everything, from laughter to tears. Quite recently I also just watched The Terminal(2004) and now then I realise how awesome Tom Hanks is (Y)(Y). I am going to watch even more movies. There are so many fairy tales I had never watched before!
Considering this is my last holiday before hell, I wanted to spend it fruitfully. I even made a to-do list and people to meet. But this first week had been spent pretty pathetically. I spent my time at home most of the days. Studied a little. Played a day of street ball. The weather hadn't been good enough so I kept cancelling my date to Sentosa with myself. Watched a little bit of YOG through the television. Butter Factory on Wednesday night was fucking good. This feels more like my virgin trip to club. Had supper last night and gossip through the night woo I missed out quite a number of stuff didn't I. /slysmile
The only thing that is worth counting for right now is seeing 小鬼 but the rest is.. I don't even want to go there :(
(Monday / 23:43)
"You got selected", he said with widened eyes and the ends of his lips curved up a little. I looked at him uninterested. Was I suppose to shriek with joy anyway? It was not what I had in mind. I feel so manipulated sometimes. We are all but tools to enhance the name, no?
Partly I am at fault too. I didn't have the strength to make the right choice for myself. I didn't have the courage to choose what I exactly want. I am manipulated because I place myself there for you to do so. /bitchslap
That evening I was at NTUC where I (or was it him) accidentally knocked into this guy because it was really crowded. I apologised. He gave me angry stare and continue walking forward, shaking his head at the same time.
Today I was on my way to the train station where this old lady stopped abruptly in front of me right after she crossed the road. Naturally I changed my lane and moved to the right. After taking a few steps forward, this sari lady slightly pushed me aside and 'tsk' me.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE? DO I LOOK SO DELICATE THAT YOU GUYS COULD NOT HELP IT BUT TO INTIMIDATE ME? I really wish Singaporeans can be more gracious, especially towards one another. Like why the hell is there a need to push and rush into the train?
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