(Sunday / 00:41)
Relevant Every Single Day(but why you coming soon i no time to see you :( )
Today was interesting.
I went training but a few minutes after I step out of the house it started to rain. Decided to take a bus and missed a bus because of my poor eyesight. Then I was stuck in Jurong for about twenty minutes. Then after reaching the training ground for a while we went off for dinner. After dinner went to Delphine's place. Got traumatised by her dogs, big and small. I think I broke my record for being so close to a dog for the longest time because my legs were shaking then the big dog was right beside me AND I THINK THEY HAD QUITE A BIT OF FUN WATCHING ME ACTING THAT WAY
maybe. maybe one day I can break this fear of mine. just saying.
(Friday / 21:57)
I JUST DIED.I am about to finish listening to every single song in my netbook. Currently it is playing the 黄鸿升 list (L)
And I am suffering from the after effect of working! Like I am leaving messages for people in msn while they are offline & smashing my keyboard, especially my enter. Probably at the end of the IIP the alphabets will be gone and some of the keys will be spoilt. Anyway I am coping well, for now. Still learning and absorbing and be prepared to face it all in a more independent manner.
The worst time I had during this short period of time was when I thought of this excellent way to make big bucks. I was pondering about this problem when I had a concept to solving it. I was already thinking that if I were to share this idea, will I get paid or will the company just use my idea without any credit to me. Yes I was very confident. To further prove my point, part of my idea is already being used by some company. Damn heartbreaking when I google and see that it is being used already! :( It's like money flying away. I shared this idea with two people and they both think that at least I had such an idea. Hm.
Due to work, I have been sleeping really early on working days - which is good - but my eating habit is a total mess. There are always a wide variety of food for lunch resulting in me taking a lot and then feeling as though my uniform will burst soon. Then dinner at home is mostly after 8.30 and I go to bed a while after that. I am not even sure if I had digested the food or not. And I had not exercised for two weeks already ! omgwtf fat I feel like a hamster with food stuff in my cheeks because I think it had fatten up a lot.
Last Sunday I was asked to go for supper and I thought it was at jurong point. End up I only realise Jasmine meant hke after I got out. I didn't even plan to eat lor I wanted to just go talk with them only but I travelled down still. No wonder I had the feeling I had to bring my wallet along. And Felicia suggested to eat crab. Look At My Weird Friends. I end up going down and play two sets of monopoly deal and then came home. So cute.
I do love myself but there is so much I want to change and modify about myself. I made some plan in my mind for tomorrow but I don't know if I will just do it. I procrastinate too much la k whatever,
Adios Amigo