(Thursday / 01:03)
Sometimes you forgive people simply because you still want them in your life - the best quote I heard for this year because I thought it is of the utmost truth.
It's just like how I am now sleeping on the thin bed on the ground of my parent's bedroom because I had to give my room to my brother while he is back for his vacation from Australia and then moving the whole cabinet to the living room, showcasing every single pictures, medals, gifts and rubbish I have to visitors; and oh, what a great timing, I rarely have guests in my house but yeah, a couple of people whom I do not know of was in my house just a few days back. And when my cousins came over for a stay over, all I had was a little corner in the room with a blanket on the ground for me to sleep on because there isn't enough bed for me to sleep on. Did I mention now my clothes are now one one moving rack, which was also displayed in the living room when there was simply no more space in the room? Also the other day I could not find the doll that I slept with since I was a kid and I thought they threw it away I almost cried that night and I had to sleep with a towel because I do not know where the hell was my blanket last night. And later my mum even asked why do I have a towel on my bed.
Not that I am complaining though. =/
I get really pissed to come home seeing that my things are at a different place as it was before leaving for work and went to bed cursing to myself but in the morning I wake up, I just kind of go 'forget it'. You know that kind of feeling ?! Yeah, simply because I still want/need them in my life.
And if you must know, my parents do not abuse me. The whole post sounds so ridiculous to me suddenly.
So it is the time of the year to reflect again. So have you done any reflection? I had done my list of people to thank already, shall start reflecting on the events I had on my next free time. Good night and goodbye!
(Tuesday / 00:52)
I cut my hair and I thought it look horrible. But then I ended up with 2 'you're pretty' comment (secretly happy) and a couple of cute (<- used to it). Now I am more assured that I am unique and that I look at the world in a
differently.
I shall be shopping for gifts during my next off day! Procastinating with myself to whether make a list or not because I think I will end up not buying anything. Like always. I love making lists but it is like for the fun of it. I end up not completing most of the stuff. Annoying.
A merry christmas to you in advance. Santa will remember you because you are being so nice to even spend time seeing if this blog is updated. :)