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(Saturday / 01:10)

The journey home tonight was an adventure. I had an awesome steamboat dinner with my colleagues and left most of them early because I still have to work tomorrow. I walked from the shopping mall near to Hard Rock Cafe to Tanglin mall and I am very glad I was able to find my way. However I waited one whole hour before I got a bus because the two buses were full and the driver did not stop at all.

When I finally got onto a bus, my card ran out of money. The driver says the ride would cost me $2 and I happily took out my wallet because I remember I had a two dollar note. In the end I only have got five & tens!!!!!

So now my choices were either put in the five for my journey or alight the bus and take a taxi home. Guess what I chose to do.

I asked around the bus if anyone could change my five for me. I went on one by one first, then I just end up asking the whole group of people in front of me. Some went through their wallet and pockets, some just probably think I was insane. I think this is a result of having this job - I am so used to talking to strangers I don't even feel shy about it. Just a little funny.

Then this lady took out two dollars worth of coins from her pocket and signaled me to just take it. She was not smiling, just giving her cool look haha But she was the only kind one who helped without expecting anything in return. :) The world have hope after all. Anyway I looked through my wallet again because I cannot believe I do not have my two dollar note. I found some coins though, so I returned that lady $1.10. She refused at first but she took it in the end.

At the end of it, I think I am really an awkward and embarrassing girl.

(Thursday / 01:24)

Last night I drank a warm cup of milk and honey. I had a sweet dream.

Say hello to my new daily routine. ^^

(this is why sometimes i think i should get a twitter. but i don't want to do the same as everyone else although i have a facebook, a tumblr and an iphone.)

(Monday / 20:48)

This year I want to conquer a couple of fear. Like getting my tattoo (<- this is supposed to happen last year :( ) & wearing contact lenses. The thought of wearing contact lenses is so gross to me because it's like poking your finger into your eyes eww. All this must be done when 心血来潮!

Mr 鬼 is coming to Singapore for concert should i go should i not should i go should i not please please please have some other events so I can see you without going for the concert /cross fingers.

Presentation is up on Friday and I haven't done anything for it yet except finding a border for my presentation slides -.- I can't wait to go back to school because I miss ayam pengyet a lot and I have been craving for it hehehe

I think I am beginning to regain my blogging mojo because I have a lot of blogging thoughts the past few days hehe it's a hard to explain feeling.

I WANNA BE A BILLIONAIRE SO FRICKING BAD BUY ALL THE THINGS I NEVER HAD oh there are so many things I want to buy but I just don't feel like spending the money. why oh why But CNY is coming up a good reason for me to shop and spend (Y) the other day at Vivo was a killer because the stores are all selling long sleeves and sweater and everything look so pretty and cute I want to bring home all but obviously I won't have that many cold weather here to wear 'em so I skip everything except one top. Should had worn it today, the weather is so freaking cold - so cold that i am not hiding under my blanket but under the tilam. I am coughing sneezing and have a heavy head ughs I am going to sleep soon.

The other day I found a perfect dream job. It was to work in National Geographic. So it is like combining most of the things I am interested in together - travelling, photography, writing, geography and saving the earth. I know it is hard to believe the last part but seriously! And yes, it is the perfect job to dream about. I bet I won't even pass the interview with the level of english I have. k I am going to try (improving).

( / 23:30)

On the first day of new year...

I spent it with colleagues at Clarke Quay after work. Watched the fireworks with Marina and then tried to beat the crowd to the train station. Drank at Indocine. Tried to get a cab home for a hour and a half. Ended up being drove home by my neighbour because he passed by omg seriously coincidence! And his eyesight very good.

On the second day of new year...

Went to Chailuan's birthday party and got lost with Jiaxin. Realised I haven't been to the airport for quite some time and I miss the beach after sunset. We tried to find our way with her bb and my iphone. We ended up taking a cab for less than three minutes because we were just a turn away. -.-

Did some catching up! :) Favourite part of the night would be reminiscing our secondary school days with Jiajun. A large part of it was not about training, but the times we played ball outside, watch fights and all the friends I haven't seen for awhile.

Played games throughout the night. Indian poker is the idiot proof game but everyone loves it. No alcohol involved, just one whole tank of orange juice. We finished the whole drink at the end of the night (Y)

On the third day of new year...

I finally watched a movie on my own (Y) Got a free ticket because I did not take any MC for three months at workplace haha Caught Rapunzel and it was awesome! A lot more modern than the old filmed fairy tales but Disney still managed to retain its class with all the singing. Somehow, long hair Rapunzel and short hair Rapunzel keep reminding me of some people but I cannot point out who. Nevertheless, I am cool because I watched a movie on my own.

I was just very curious how long was Rapunzel's hair and what shampoo she uses.

Shopped around Vivo a little. Tried on many many stuff but bought only one hehe Adorable three quarter sleeve with two character looking a little like the ones in the corpse bride

And on the forth day of new year it is time to work again. Thank you and good night y'all.

This song played while I thought of you.
(Sunday / 07:33)

[Taylor Swift ; Back to December]

I'm so glad you make time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, working the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

Because the last time you saw me is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you
Saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December
Turn around and make it alright
I'd go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call

And I think about summer all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side and
Realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride, standing in front of you
Saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
And I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine and
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright and
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind and
I go back to December all the time

All the time

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