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(Tuesday / 22:54)

For the next three days I would be working for a couple of dollars.
Then getting around Singapore to get things done..
And hell yeah Taipei here I come!! :)

Now, I mustn't get too excited if not I will not be able to get to sleep again. I just looked through those pictures taken in Melbourne a year ago and it makes me miss the place very much. Especially when I haven't got the chance to try exotic food like kangaroo meat yet. I will be back!

The hype now still belong to Taipei! Now I have a better camera, I hope I can produce better pictures, enhancing my memory when I think back. A proper itinerary with everything I can't wait to do, places I can't wait to see, things I can't wait to buy $$$$ This two months of 宅女 & 5 months of internship pay all come down to this. May I purchase enough to cover my next 6 months hehehe I certainly hope 22kg is enough when I come back if not I will be wearing like 8 layers when I return. Also bopi bopi it won't even drizzle as forecast everyday go out with good weather~

I think I will just pack a set of clothes & a backpack in my luggage. And also a different way to do my hair because all my pictures seems to have the same hair so boring. Good night lalalala 用功三天就能去玩了! (don't remind me I need to get a job when I'm back) I'm adding a new travel tag omg yay

For you.
(Monday / 15:37)

[Avril Lavigne ; Keep holding on]

You're are alone, together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold and it feels like the end
There's no place to go, you know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you

I will be praying for you.

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i like to look at naked pictures sometimes.
(Friday / 01:12)

I just had a picnic at Marina Barrage in the evening. It was not the best idea because it was so dark I could hardly see my food. And then we decide to play monopoly deal and I had to download a torchlight app so we all can see better.

There was this moment when 3 of them left for the toilet and I heard the toad croak like it was just next to me. When they came back they didn't believe me. Later they heard the croak sound too and then all stood up and flee to the other corner of the mat, only to realise that the croak came from a nearby kite. Don't ask me why a kite could come up with such sound. But the croak I first heard definitely came from a toad! zzz had a good laugh though.

Anyway I miss friends from MBS.

I think I am in that teenage mood again. You know, when you get so interested in boys suddenly. Very recently I saw this picture of the #02 cutest boy I have ever seen and I am stanning him hard right now. While looking at his picture I found myself smiling glitters and confetti x) And when I was at the barrage, I kind of imagine what it would be like if you were there with me. Not as if we had any firework moment going on, but still..

&&&&&&&&&&&&& taiwan trip is less than 10 days away! Good night people!

P.S. I miss my basketball girls too.

(Wednesday / 16:06)

I woke up with a brave heart, thinking I could conquer you. Guess I will never learn my lessons, eh? Time and time again you just bit me, making me feel the pain in places I never thought it could hurt so much. I should have known. Long ago I have already seen through you. As if you were made of sandpaper. Now I bleed like it's a natural thing to do. So numbed I could hardly feel anything.

I really never thought I can actually have a blister each on my little toes. Thanks a lot, shoes.

(Monday / 23:12)

Gawd my ankle have yet to heal but the only sinseh I know is like half a Singapore away :( You can say it is fine now as long as I don't walk down the stairs or run or jump because it aches and feels so insecure. Someone tell me there is a good (& cheap) sinseh in Jurong leh!

I am finalizing the last few details with the hotel and collect the money and I'll be all set and ready! How wonderful is it that I just sent an email to the wrong hotel ?! Apparently I was clicking through the official website and managed to get to the 'contact us' page but it made me contacted another hotel. Oh my, my email address is blushing in tomato colors now grr

Anyway why is everyone getting so paranoid that my iphone is not protected by rubber/plastic cover ?! Like people care if their nokia or samsung or sony ericsson have a cover on it =/ I'm looking for a perfect cover and I am aiming to get Cath Kidston's so pretty!

It's probably karma.. I dropped my phone a couple of times this week. hehe

my two cents worth
(Saturday / 01:51)

It took me quite some time to realize that it is not always that people are leaving me behind and moving on. I begin to see that I am not putting in the effort to, too. How I hated people for leaving after all that we been through. It makes me wonder how is it even possible. As they say, change is the only constant and it is true. We constantly change and evolve, for better or for worse, because that is what life should be about. Why live a mundane life when there is so much out there for us to explore! Although change is inevitable, it does not mean that people meant to throw people behind. It could be that we just got so caught up with the present we stop looking at the people who stood by us all along. Sometimes it does not really matter but there are times when it felt like we were thrown back to the shelf like a ragged old doll. Have you feel like so before? I have been through that stage of whining and feeling hurt and I had enough of self pity. Life goes on. Why should I even put you on the priority when I am always a second to you. & when you decide to look back at the doll you left on the shelf, part of me wish that I am strong enough to never let you into my life again. Just in case you decide to do it twice.

My aunt called this afternoon and discussed with me on a New Zealand trip. It is like a dream come true early for there is this one place I must be before I die. However she suggested to go on a tour so I doubt we would be there but still.. it's traveling :) For a hour my attention was diverted from Taipei to NZ. I am now motivated to earn so I could go around more frequently. If my life were to turn out this way, I could die happy.

It's Saturday tomorrow. My training day tomorrow. Ankle please be good, I hope you function well enough tomorrow. Good night earthlings, be safe.

Hi there is this sudden urge to blog
(Thursday / 23:37)

Yesterday I spent my day in school. Sat down and finished a book although I speed through the last part because the library was closing. It's call A Vintage Affair by Isabel Wolff. The cover page was catchy - I always read the book by its cover first. It is about this girl who had difficulty forgiving herself after her friend's death. There was a lot of if only that goes on inside her. Somehow I felt like I could relate to the story. But it was long ago.

I am feeling cranky the moment I woke up. Usually mood swing comes before blood but this time its all over the place. Either that or my temper is really getting bad. This sucks grr. All in all it was just some minor issues I have but I had to magnify it. Anyway I finally collected my pay (YAY) and went down to town to buy mq's gift and even proceed on to make the gift better. The box & sticker I got must be foolproof since an art-idiot like me managed to make it look okay.
& I looked through friendster just now how funny. I saw this confession I have to one guy whom I thought he played ball brilliantly. I used the verbs and adjectives I learnt and I sent it to him. Gasp. How ridiculous he must thought I was.

Can't wait for April to finish so I could get out of this place for awhile. This place is so meaningless for me now that I am not doing anything. Need to start doing something! I searched a million places online, read a couple of books offline, asked people, look at pictures THIS TRIP MUSN'T FAIL.

I don't usually fall into this confidence zero zone but for two days now I wish I look more beautiful. On the outside, on the inside. Even my most confident part of me looks fat to me now (fingers if you don't know).

despite that we do not have much of a common topic despite that i seems to bore you i think i enjoyed myself because i havent had anyone to talk to like this for a long time. good night everyone, be safe and enjoy the lovely night.