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my two cents worth
(Saturday / 01:51)

It took me quite some time to realize that it is not always that people are leaving me behind and moving on. I begin to see that I am not putting in the effort to, too. How I hated people for leaving after all that we been through. It makes me wonder how is it even possible. As they say, change is the only constant and it is true. We constantly change and evolve, for better or for worse, because that is what life should be about. Why live a mundane life when there is so much out there for us to explore! Although change is inevitable, it does not mean that people meant to throw people behind. It could be that we just got so caught up with the present we stop looking at the people who stood by us all along. Sometimes it does not really matter but there are times when it felt like we were thrown back to the shelf like a ragged old doll. Have you feel like so before? I have been through that stage of whining and feeling hurt and I had enough of self pity. Life goes on. Why should I even put you on the priority when I am always a second to you. & when you decide to look back at the doll you left on the shelf, part of me wish that I am strong enough to never let you into my life again. Just in case you decide to do it twice.

My aunt called this afternoon and discussed with me on a New Zealand trip. It is like a dream come true early for there is this one place I must be before I die. However she suggested to go on a tour so I doubt we would be there but still.. it's traveling :) For a hour my attention was diverted from Taipei to NZ. I am now motivated to earn so I could go around more frequently. If my life were to turn out this way, I could die happy.

It's Saturday tomorrow. My training day tomorrow. Ankle please be good, I hope you function well enough tomorrow. Good night earthlings, be safe.