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• not counting the morning. morning flu was a bitch ughs i envy voldemort for being noseless.
• not being tired although i had a flu-y sleepless night
  
• im addicted to another lame game call Tiny Towers. it is lame but i cannot stop - i lead a lame life.
• i had a great conversation with someone who thinks a little like me
• spent some time with someone nice
• sales was good hahaha
• met two french businessmen dress down. & they were kind and polite!
• was told that i have a nice ring twice YAY good job vampire ring :D
• seeing pk
• becoming acquaintance
• had no break during work and was not hungry
  
• discussed about horoscopes and realising i have pretty much self control so as not to be a drama queen
• richer than yesterday. HELL YEAH
• being invited to a party
  
• worrying about what gift to buy
• still being smiled at although she was in a hurry
  
• being asked for my name and being thanked for
• me being happy for today although it was pretty much the usual thing
• itunes playing awesome songs i nv noticed (i think i like Oasis)
• me still trying to talk sense into you. i thought i gave up doing long ago because i know how useless it is. kind of prove to me how important you are to me to keep trying
• not knowing why i want to blog like this
• completing HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER S01 in two episode time but funshion have no S02 :(

ok maybe tiny tower wasnt that bad. seems like a lot of pp are playing it tsk

1. This idea came into my head and I felt like doing it but I don't know if I could really finish 50.
2. I don't think I know myself well.
3. I am born in Malaysia but I'm not sure where. A clinic I think?
4. I do not have any memories of my parents when I was little. I could only remember memories with my relatives.
5. I am afraid of animals, even cats & dogs even though I was raised in Malaysia.
6. I once fell off my grandpa's motorbike because I thought a dog was chasing it. I tore my grandpa's singlet lol
7. I dislike going out on a weekend because everywhere is so frigging packed.
8. I really want to get a tattoo.
9. I don't see myself as a fan of 小鬼 but in order to know him better and see him, I had to behave like a fan =/
   
10. 小鬼 is my ideal man. Sometimes I think about how it would be like if we are together ^^
    
11. When I was little, everyone calls me 丑小鸭 because they say I am really ugly. I learnt to reply 长大后会变天鹅... but I don't think it happened HAHA
12. I never thought of myself as cute until people said so. Sometimes its like confidence boost for me.
    
13. I had hope and wanted to receive flowers before but no one ever gave it to me until this year. :`) A touching gift indeed.
14. I am not interested in learning how to drive nor bike. I think it is cool to know how to though. & the only reason I would want to learn will be that in the future, it is sure more convenient for my parents if I have a car to drive them around
    
15. I have never sat in any bike other than my grandpa's, grandma's & my aunt's.
16. I'm not interested in working. Sometimes I wish I could be a housewife.
17. I think penguins are really cute ever since Happy Feet.
18. I love star gazing but I haven't done so for a long time.
19. In the future I wish to adopt kids. As opposed to #16, I wish I have a great job and then be able to raise the kids on my own. This is inspired by Angelina Jolie.
20. I think my lower part of the body look fat.
21. I have stretch marks and I think it is very ugly.
22. I don't like trimming my hair. Instead I like getting a new hairstyle every time I leave the salon.
23. I cannot bear spending money for myself.
24. Usually I take a long time before deciding to buy something unless I really, really like it.
25. I have bad fashion sense - I often dress with things that doesn't fit.
26. I wish I have nicer figure so I can pull off almost anything.
27. As far as I can remember, I start crushing on guys since K1. He was the smartest boy in my class haha I used to get into crushes so easily
    
28. I cry easily.
    
29. I hate showing people my emotions sometimes.
30. I hate it when my friends are upset and I could do nothing about it. It makes me think that I am a very bad friend.
31. I wish I can travel around the world.
32. I wish I am a good photographer.
33. I wish my English is better.
34. I don't want to admit I am a K-fan, even though I think I'm considered as a minor one. Because I think it's too popular and too crazy haha
35. I love Jonghyun's voice. His looks and personality comes after hehe Sometimes when I listen to him sing my hair stands.
36. I don't like to be ask if I am straight or lesbian or bi. Why is there a need for label? Just love, people.
37. I get offended when people make gay jokes.
    
38. I wish I am a good baker.
39. I never want to categorize my friends into best friend and such because I saw too many example of BFFs falling apart.
40. I ever wonder what it would be like if I am in a relationship with my friend. We might make pretty good friends but we might screw up a relationship.
    
41. I used to be really open about my life.
42. I love eating but I have to restrain myself because I don't want to be fat :(
43. I wish I know how to dance.
44. I hate my gummy smile. When people say good things about it, I feel like I am being comforted :`)
45. I have sweaty palms and I have considered going through a surgery to make it better.
46. I regret being with my first boyfriend. Big regret.
47. I wish I can sing well.
48. I like the old me better.
    
49. I wish I have a better relationship with my family.
50. I used to like hanging out with boys more when I was a secondary school girl because they are less bitchy and less sensitive about everything.
51. I don't think there is anything I am good at.
    
52. I don't dare to toss and turn on my bed like those pad commercial during my period haha I just don't believe it is so leak proof.
53. I have sinus. Night usually. Really noisy.
54. There is this dream that terrifies me alot. I would always be on my bed in an empty black room. Far away I could see light but no matter how much I try to get to the light I never could. Then I will realise I am far away from the bed too and it feels so alone, so empty. :(
55. When I was young I had this dream I was old and dying and I cried. I end up sleeping with my parents that night lol
56. I am learning Korean though all my life since primary school I wanted to learn Japanese.
57. I want to know a lot of languages. Languages are beautiful and awesome.
58. I am very lazy to go out so sometimes I give bullshit reasons to people. Then they stop asking.
59. I do not enjoy playing basketball like I used to anymore.
    
60. Sometimes playing street ball scares me because of how people judge me.
    
61. Sometimes I think about my ex and friends whom I don't contact anymore.
62. I get jealous very very very easily but I have learn to not show it.
63. I think trust is the fundamental element of all relationship.
    
64. It is difficult for me to get over people unless they did something wrong.
65. I don't have the habit of buying gift for people.
66. I do not appreciate every compliment people gives. It really depend on who is the one giving it.
67. I love hugs.
68. I get attracted to 咪咪眼 because I think it's damn cute
69. I like people who can write and draw and speak well. (<- 小鬼）
70. My other half must peel orange for me.
71. I get turn off when people are overly friendly to me
72. I don't really like sharing my secrets to people because once I start I cannot stop. Then I feel so naked.
73. I like knowledgeable people.
74. My art suck.
75. I don't forgive people easily. Part of me would wish you karma
    
76. I actually exceeded 50. Are you still reading omg Thank you thank you /e-hug
    

One.

黄鸿升 is in Singapore and he is turning me into a professional media stalker or something. Facebook, twitter, weibo, friends, forums blablabla & yesterday I almost died when I found out he was at Heeren and there I was at Wheelock. So near yet so far I couldn't breathe! So I read tweets saying that he is at Eunos right now..
Anyway I am so happy with the attention he is getting! His past efforts are now paying off :) 好闪亮的一颗星
& the constant refreshing of pages shall continue for the next few days. I need to bring my charger out with me.

Two.

This cramp is killing me :( Which means no coke float for me for the moment. And the 1-for-1 promotion will be ending this week. Will they still have coke float after this?!

Three.

I disabled the private function for my twitter because I realised it doesn't really matter. I'm accepting almost all invitations anyway.

Four.

How could I never heard of him before? Joe Brooks, 24, awesome singer,has a sexy accent & is cute (in some photos). I was looking through whytheyrehot.com when I came across this. At first it was the face that attracted me, then I went to his youtube channel. Thank God I did! His voice is the kind that makes you want to fall asleep because its so soothing but you have to fight it because you want to finish listening to the song, or his voice.

And apparently from wikipedia, he had numerous sold out shows across UK & US despite not being under any music company. So awesome.

And he can smirk while he sing. 'nuff said.

Five.

Yesterday I was discussing about movies with my colleague and while we were on the topic of Inception, he recommended me to watch Memento(2000), which is also directed by Christopher Nolan, and promise me that it would be a bigger mind fuck than what Inception did to me.

If you didn't know, I hate Inception because of what it did to me. I hate talking about the movie because of the number of questions I had from the movie and no one is able to give me a satisfying answer so it kind of suck to be stuck nowhere.


So I checked out the movie. I didn't expect the twist from the movie, especially towards the end. The way it was flimed is really interesting too, but sadly, it does not have the impact Inception did to me. At least at the end of the show I understood and had no question left hanging. So I still hate Inception the most.

Anyway, if you enjoy films like this, I recommend you to also watch Shutter Island(2010). That blew me off too. And there is one other movie about assassination which was filmed similarly to how Memento was but I can't remember the title. Hmm

Six.

I'm going shopping tomorrow yay good night!

(this is a very dangerous topic to write on. i'm getting hungry with every second passing by)

I was watching "Bizarre Food with Andrew Zimmerns" this evening when he was talking about all the.. well, bizarre food he had. The episode was mainly about what US kids eat and what they don't eat. Some people could never bring themselves to put a piece of offal into their mouth but they could eat a whole pack of marshmallow within minutes.

Did you know that some marshmallow have got gelatin in it? Yeah gelatin sound like some harmless, sugary ingredient (t0 me). In actual fact, gelatin is made of the connective tissues (collagen inside skin & bones) of an animal. This is the ingredient that gives the marshmallow the QQ feeling. Boo to you, liar, if you say you do not eat animal skin, because the marshmallow you ate could had it inside.

And did you know about hot dog? If you think hot dogs are just normal meat coming in as penis shape, think again. Most hot dog are made from left over scrap meat grounded up and then processed. And by scrap meat I mean it comes from almost any part of the animal. Why would these Mechanically Separated Meat machines care what you are putting into your mouth as long as you don't die easily from it?

So all you gross eater should stop judging what I eat! I love my crickets, grasshoppers, ladyfinger, fish eyes and all the delicious delicacy I eat while you side eye me.

(this post was suppose to be longer but my hunger is getting onto me. can't wait for fel's pre-celebration tomorrow confirm eat alot ^^ )