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50 things
(Monday / 00:08)

  1. This idea came into my head and I felt like doing it but I don't know if I could really finish 50.
  2. I don't think I know myself well.
  3. I am born in Malaysia but I'm not sure where. A clinic I think?
  4. I do not have any memories of my parents when I was little. I could only remember memories with my relatives.
  5. I am afraid of animals, even cats & dogs even though I was raised in Malaysia.
  6. I once fell off my grandpa's motorbike because I thought a dog was chasing it. I tore my grandpa's singlet lol
  7. I dislike going out on a weekend because everywhere is so frigging packed.
  8. I really want to get a tattoo.
  9. I don't see myself as a fan of 小鬼 but in order to know him better and see him, I had to behave like a fan =/
  10. 小鬼 is my ideal man. Sometimes I think about how it would be like if we are together ^^
  11. When I was little, everyone calls me 丑小鸭 because they say I am really ugly. I learnt to reply 长大后会变天鹅... but I don't think it happened HAHA
  12. I never thought of myself as cute until people said so. Sometimes its like confidence boost for me.
  13. I had hope and wanted to receive flowers before but no one ever gave it to me until this year. :`) A touching gift indeed.
  14. I am not interested in learning how to drive nor bike. I think it is cool to know how to though. & the only reason I would want to learn will be that in the future, it is sure more convenient for my parents if I have a car to drive them around
  15. I have never sat in any bike other than my grandpa's, grandma's & my aunt's.
  16. I'm not interested in working. Sometimes I wish I could be a housewife.
  17. I think penguins are really cute ever since Happy Feet.
  18. I love star gazing but I haven't done so for a long time.
  19. In the future I wish to adopt kids. As opposed to #16, I wish I have a great job and then be able to raise the kids on my own. This is inspired by Angelina Jolie.
  20. I think my lower part of the body look fat.
  21. I have stretch marks and I think it is very ugly.
  22. I don't like trimming my hair. Instead I like getting a new hairstyle every time I leave the salon.
  23. I cannot bear spending money for myself.
  24. Usually I take a long time before deciding to buy something unless I really, really like it.
  25. I have bad fashion sense - I often dress with things that doesn't fit.
  26. I wish I have nicer figure so I can pull off almost anything.
  27. As far as I can remember, I start crushing on guys since K1. He was the smartest boy in my class haha I used to get into crushes so easily
  28. I cry easily.
  29. I hate showing people my emotions sometimes.
  30. I hate it when my friends are upset and I could do nothing about it. It makes me think that I am a very bad friend.
  31. I wish I can travel around the world.
  32. I wish I am a good photographer.
  33. I wish my English is better.
  34. I don't want to admit I am a K-fan, even though I think I'm considered as a minor one. Because I think it's too popular and too crazy haha
  35. I love Jonghyun's voice. His looks and personality comes after hehe Sometimes when I listen to him sing my hair stands.
  36. I don't like to be ask if I am straight or lesbian or bi. Why is there a need for label? Just love, people.
  37. I get offended when people make gay jokes.
  38. I wish I am a good baker.
  39. I never want to categorize my friends into best friend and such because I saw too many example of BFFs falling apart.
  40. I ever wonder what it would be like if I am in a relationship with my friend. We might make pretty good friends but we might screw up a relationship.
  41. I used to be really open about my life.
  42. I love eating but I have to restrain myself because I don't want to be fat :(
  43. I wish I know how to dance.
  44. I hate my gummy smile. When people say good things about it, I feel like I am being comforted :`)
  45. I have sweaty palms and I have considered going through a surgery to make it better.
  46. I regret being with my first boyfriend. Big regret.
  47. I wish I can sing well.
  48. I like the old me better.
  49. I wish I have a better relationship with my family.
  50. I used to like hanging out with boys more when I was a secondary school girl because they are less bitchy and less sensitive about everything.
  51. I don't think there is anything I am good at.
  52. I don't dare to toss and turn on my bed like those pad commercial during my period haha I just don't believe it is so leak proof.
  53. I have sinus. Night usually. Really noisy.
  54. There is this dream that terrifies me alot. I would always be on my bed in an empty black room. Far away I could see light but no matter how much I try to get to the light I never could. Then I will realise I am far away from the bed too and it feels so alone, so empty. :(
  55. When I was young I had this dream I was old and dying and I cried. I end up sleeping with my parents that night lol
  56. I am learning Korean though all my life since primary school I wanted to learn Japanese.
  57. I want to know a lot of languages. Languages are beautiful and awesome.
  58. I am very lazy to go out so sometimes I give bullshit reasons to people. Then they stop asking.
  59. I do not enjoy playing basketball like I used to anymore.
  60. Sometimes playing street ball scares me because of how people judge me.
  61. Sometimes I think about my ex and friends whom I don't contact anymore.
  62. I get jealous very very very easily but I have learn to not show it.
  63. I think trust is the fundamental element of all relationship.
  64. It is difficult for me to get over people unless they did something wrong.
  65. I don't have the habit of buying gift for people.
  66. I do not appreciate every compliment people gives. It really depend on who is the one giving it.
  67. I love hugs.
  68. I get attracted to 咪咪眼 because I think it's damn cute
  69. I like people who can write and draw and speak well. (<- 小鬼）
  70. My other half must peel orange for me.
  71. I get turn off when people are overly friendly to me
  72. I don't really like sharing my secrets to people because once I start I cannot stop. Then I feel so naked.
  73. I like knowledgeable people.
  74. My art suck.
  75. I don't forgive people easily. Part of me would wish you karma
  76. I actually exceeded 50. Are you still reading omg Thank you thank you /e-hug
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