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(Wednesday / 00:29)

Cranky morning
(Monday / 01:05)

Last week was awesome. Tired like fuck but was worth it :)

Had a birthday celebration at CDANS chalet. I love the feeling of being back to where I grew up. The neighborhood, the school, the HDB flats.. and the feet reflexology stone place but I once laughed so hard I peed. Slept for a couple of hours before getting up and go home and go to work.

Met up with some team mates for dinner after work (Y) Had my first Ichiban Sushi & Icebar meal. Had ice like a G6 lol Bought nail polish at $5.90 omg that's like the price of a meal I thought it was $2.90 actually :( And then went back to City Hall for another round of gathering with colleagues (Y) I'm so thankful that I managed to restrained myself from eating toooo much.

Slept at wee hours and headed to Simei for training the next day. 2km for a start; felt better than last week. Someone took the weight out of my heart and I am glad because I hadn't said anything. I think I have less tolerance for bullshit now. Went home after dinner because I was fucking tired and finally managed to get a early sleep before work.

Then I was rolling around my bed unable to get to bed. The last time check was 2 in the morning and I was still up. Was cursing under my breathe for not getting to sleep. Hello body I thought you were tired but why are you having insomnia sot sot de. And when I woke up the next day I got even more cranky. Firstly my BB cream spilled out of the bottle IDEK how. Then I had to wipe the cap and the bottle and then I could get nothing out of it. Fuck. I hate my things being so dirty. Cranky me then went to the kitchen only to realise there is nothing for me to eat. Double fuck. Made egg roll and ate it crankily. Daddy tried talking to me but he knows I was totally pissed off but he have no idea what for haha I wanted to dress according to my mood, which was black, but I couldn't find my black bottom -.- Just grab the next best available jeans and headed out. I was so pissed off with everything that even Amy Winehouse's death is pissing me off. But the day got better so yay

So I was tired like fuck for the whole week but it was worth it. Only that I spent a lot on food. And I think I am going to spend more on food in weeks to come. Ohman. Anyway did I mention I can't wait for August? I think it's going to be a mindblowing month~~~~~~~

Adventure is out there!
(Wednesday / 00:27)

Hi.

So for a day I felt really low because I have no plan as to how I want my life to turn out to be. I always laugh at people for being 'boring' but I realise I had the most boring life out of all. Seems like everyone have a plan or two. Furthermore, I start to thing that I was failing in almost every aspect of my life.

I was about to turn in for the night, I came across this website on tumblr. The tittle was Secrets of Inspiring Women. I thought it was going to be about some historic events and people but no, it was about women of everyday life. Every post has a photo attached to a short story. My night was suddenly lit up. It was just words and pictures but it made me feel like someone showed me a way.

:`)

I always have this thought at the back of my head : would I have interesting life story to share to my grandchildren in the future? I want my life to be interesting, like an adventure.

2 afternoon ago, I picked up my camera at home. I started to snap randomly from vegetables I was about to cook to the flats outside my window. The world through the camera lens is indeed different. It is a lot more fascinating :`) It was the best thing I did that day. And I am going to do it more often.

And I finally went to the optometry to make contact lens. It took a lot of courage seriously. So I had my eyes tested and the optometrist tried contact lens on me. So 神奇! Can't wait to try on my own now hehe

& yesterday I had a friendly match after a long long time..........................................

Good night world. May tomorrow be another good day for me :)

July, please be nice
(Tuesday / 12:17)

Dear July, it seems like you do not like me very much. Did I do something to piss you off? It have been only five days, give me a break. I have seen a lot to people asking you to be nice to them as well and I did not think I had to do so then.

Maybe you are just unfriendly. Ew

(Saturday / 00:14)

"Sometimes a player's greatest challenge is coming to grips with his role on the team"

By Scottie Pippen. That is probably the best basketball quote I ever seen. A simple sentence yet it hold so much meaning to it. & people really need to learn..

Anyway the main point for today is that someone said my shoes were nice hehehe that $26+ dollars from far east woohoo Good job, shoes ^^ But the day wasn't exactly good because I have got itchy throat, blocked nose with flowing mucus & blocked ear for company and I'm working today & tomorrow. Had awesome fried chicken rice but couldn't taste the full awesomeness of it ughs Get well soon nana.