Just before I go
(Friday / 02:18)
Time check : 2:19AM. About 4 more hours before I pull my luggage out of the house and to the airport. I am 80% done packing and I am very excited. Had a strong impulsion to splurge on a really pretty double breasted coat but I didn't manage to spot any today :( And tried on a pair of mid-cut boots from Mango and was in like but didn't purchase it.. Well if I am really going to keep traveling I believe I will fill up my wardrobe with all these essentials one day. Just wait.
I am not even trying to go to bed even though I can feel the sleepy bug biting. Would save this sleepiness to when I go on flying but I just checked out the Emirates website and from there I could actually see the entertainments I will have on board. They have got
How I Met Your Mother! OMG I don't think I could sleep anymore. Slightly less than 15h of flight (& TV), here I come! ^^
Friends, I will try to be back in one piece okay :) So many people told me not to be eaten up by animals ohkay. I hope I can capture a lot of wonderful pictures and share it with you all.
Good bye, see you again!
On a random note - Don't be such an asshole, treating people the way you do not want to be treated.
(Saturday / 01:30)
For the whole of August I have been either working or having training. Met up with friends a couple of times but its usually after work for a couple of hours. Honestly I do not like my life being so filled with schedule :( Feels so busy and no life but this is how most Singaporeans adult live (working non-stop and life being fast paced) I have slight thought for immigration...
But the month is coming to an end yay means I am so close to my trip now can't wait can't wait can't wait ^^ I am really curious how the trip will turn out. This could be the first time I am doing something big without much information so.. HERE I COME (soon) SOUTH AFRICA~
On a lighter note, I have a slight obsession on Forever 21 now because almost every item of its latest season is so pwetttttttty I can't breathe. The colourful cropped tops and rings OMG /hyperventilating The best part is that Forever 21 is pretty much within my budget but being my usual self, I bought only one ring out of everything I eyed on. I am selling one kidney and one eyeball for $monaye$ please contact me via email tyvm. Going back there when I have a chance soon!
K I am going to sleep now I am so tired. Today I started work at 10am and I ate a set of Korean Saba fish & a cup of gongcha & best fries forever and after that after 8pm I met Felicia Jasmine Sir for crab gasp almost an hour bus ride I seriously stoned in the bus and then came home to prepare for tomorrow training and Bern birthday celebration. OMG
And the other day I couldn't sleep for 2 nights because I had cappuccino. -.- k bye for real.
(Wednesday / 00:29)
how stubborn are the scars when they won't fade away
or just a gentle reminder that now are better days
July sucked.
I felt loserish again. Especially when it comes to relationships. Any kind. And I cried for a little while and then watched How I Met Your Mother ^^ Was cheery until I went to bed. I started crying again ahahah fuck I don't even know why! Just suddenly I had this overwhelming feeling to cry and there I was, unable to stop myself. My mind was empty but I kept crying. Turned to my caring 家庭 for distraction and listened to 彩虹 before drifting off.
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Today I met this woman. At first I couldn't really make out what she was saying to me and I politely rejected the obvious donation she wanted. I was there at a queue so there was nothing I could do but to listen to her when she stood there, talking still. Turns out she was telling me that she divorced her jailed husband because he do not give a shit about their daughter. She herself had went behind the bars before and she claims that she couldn't get a proper job because of it. She asked for a $10 donation in exchange of a keychain but I asked if I could give lesser and not get anything instead. I gave her $2 and she gave me a little greeting card. I told her to take good care of her daughter. She say she would. She also told me to not fuck around with my own life because she fucked hers up. She started smoking and taking drugs at 15, most probably because her mum (who remarried thrice) does not pay attention to her. I thought her life is an adventure actually, just that it was an unpleasant one.
I almost gave her a hug when she rubbed her eyes, but I didn't. I gave her a slight rub on her arm instead.
At the same while we were talking, nobody stopped to listen. I know that it wouldn't be very possible, but it kind of made me sad...